Personal October 26, 2010

This week is a little better. Well not really.

Food for thought: There are some hurtful and mean people in the world. People are going to use you, work you, and hurt you. However, you cannot let them break you. If you let someone break you, you give them complete control over you and nobody wants that for themselves. Be all you can be and then some. Don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t do something. That should be all the motivation you need to do anything. Forgive&Forget. Learn from your past and mistakes. Don’t hold on to something that is holding you back. Be happy and love with all you have.

It was a post that I had on Facebook and I just added a few extra thoughts. I think that my friends are tired of hearing stuff like that I think. Well I don’t know because people stay clicking that “like” button on Facebook.

Personal October 22, 2010

This week has been crazy. My ex called me and said that he hopes I die so he can forget about me because he still likes me and can't move on. He told me to jump off a cliff. Aint that some stuff? Well its okay. He called me talking about his will only take less than 15 minutes that was at 1030pm. Tell me why then we was on the phone until 230am? Yea 15 minutes my foot. Lol. But then he was like we’ll talk tomorrow. You go from hating me and wanting me to die to “I’ll talk to you tomorrow” and he literally meant it. To me it is time to just forget about him and his childish games and move on. Cause this stuff is getting old real quick. This is like the 4^th time we’re doing this. I don’t see why when I finally get over him then he calls and says something to draw me back.

Academic October 20, 2010

The work in school is coming on me too fast. My classes are overlapping. Well since I was suspended Monday I am a day behind. The Spanish quiz that I failed horribly and then US history and all this stuff. Omg. It's a lot. 
Then we have to work on these questions for a Midsummer Night's Dream. Its not that hard, but its alot. You just have to read. 
I just need to get on my work and not let anything distract me. And lunch should have been better. =)

Academic Week Oct 19-22

So I was doing some research on the college I want to go to. I want to go to University of Miami. That is not my only pick, but that is my number one pick. I did the research on what they are looking for, but is not required. To do the program that I want to do I have to have a 3.7 GPA, 1400 on SAT, 32 on ACT, and be in the top 5% of my graduating class. Well I'm almost there. I just need to pull straight A's almost. I just need to get my grades up and get ready for SAT and ACT. That is where I want to go and that is what I am going to aim for. If not I have other options. Auburn, NYU, Columbia, Florida State, St. Johns, and if I have to I'll go to a school in Georgia. That would probably be UGA or something.

Personal Week October 18- 22

I felt that this past weekend and the rest of this week will be nothing but drama. I got suspended last friday for something I had nothing to do with then the other girl that got suspended with me had the nerve to call my house phone saying that she wants to fight me. Well good for you I'm not about to stand by and entertain little kid stuff. #RealTalk. That is something for twitter. So I spent Monday working on school work that I knew I was going to miss while I was gone Monday, however, the good thing is that my teachers were nice enough to move all work to Monday that way I won't have to take a 0. But then we had a quiz in Spanish and I just didn't know it. So I know I made at least a 5 on it. I know sad right? Well I just didn't understand it. Then I'm having boy drama. Well not really. It's just he is being super childish and posting stuff about me on Twitter and Facebook. I mean it's like Facebook is like the place for drama now days. Why? Why bring drama to a social networking site? Oh yea I forgot. That's how people in Hinesville are. Even though he says he is far from childish, that is the most childish thing that someone his age could do. #AintThatAShame. I type like that because later when I go home I go back and post it on Twitter. But when I get my phone back from the school on Friday I'll be able to just update from my phone; again. So it's whatever really. I didn't get in much trouble, but enough that I know not to do it again. But at the same time this school is a bunch of B.S. anyway. <3 

Academic

I'm reading one of the tales from Canterbury Tales. I really like this one. So far it is my favorite one.
The knight was asked to find out what most women desired most. I'm not saying that this is what women want most. I think that it is something to think about. The knight had a year and a day to come up with the answer or he would be beheaded. His answer was:

A woman wants the self-same sovereignty. over her husband as over her lover.

- Page 286; line 18-19.

In this case the word "sovereignty" means "to realize the full force of the Knight's answer. (It may help to understand if you have read the introduction)
I understand it as women want to be equal. Their husband is no better than they are. No hierarchy within their relationship, everyone has the same amount of power and will.

***This was written a while back. I just now posted it so I have an academic blog ;)***

Personal Blog Week 10/4 - 10/8

I'm not really sure if I did a personal blog. So I'm going to do one just so I know that I have one. =]
So. Yea..
Yesterday..Today. Okay well let me start with what we're learning in Literature. Rules of Courtly Love. I really don't know what to say. I have so much to say I just don't know which words to use to express it. "It" meaning my thoughts and feelings.
I'm not really sure if I did a personal blog. So I'm going to do one just so I know that I have one. =]
So. Yea..
Yesterday..Today. Okay well let me start with what we're learning in Literature. Rules of Courtly Love. I really don't know what to say. I have so much to say I just don't know which words to use to express it. "It" meaning my thoughts and feelings.It just seems like everything is going so slowly. Tyler is acting weird. He’s mad at me for no reason, but you know what. He’ll come back. I know that sounds real mean, but that’s just the way it is. The Rules of Courtly Love play in our relationship. When I was reading them I smiled, frowned, and made faces because 99% of them, in my opinion, are true. However, at the same time you can’t really base your relationship off of a set of rules.

I think the dragon and the lady are the enemies. I think that the guy on the horse is a knight fighting for something that is in the cave. If you look at the picture you can see that the guy on the horse sent a gold spear through the dragon’s head. Also, you can see that the lady is holding the dragon on a chain leash. It looks like the guy on the horse traveled from far because he is on a mission to save or destroy something; most likely it is something in the cave or something that is something that is past the cave. The lady looks like she is just standing there protecting something, but has no worries of the knight in armor getting to it.