I don't know. Something is just heavy on my mind. I havent slept in 27 hours and counting. Tyler told me I need to sleep, but when I get into bed I cant do nothing but think and just stare at the ceiling. It's so weird. I never, well, it's been many months since I had nights like this. It's been almost a year. During the summer 2009 I used to stay up until 7-8 in the morning just thinking and laying in bed. I used to do it a little bit in 2010, but not as bad as the past couple of nights. I've been waking up at 7 in the morning and not being able to go back to sleep for days. It may look like I sleep in class, but I just have my head down. I can still hear everything that's going on. And I dont feel any different. Like I dont feel tired or overwhelmed or anything. It's really weird. I might go to the doctor, but I'm not so sure because if they make me take that sleeping test I will have a problem because I don't like to sleep in the dark and that won't work for me. Like last night I stayed up, started and finished a whole book, and I even woke Tyler up so that he can go to work, which was a 530, I didnt even notice the time until I saw the sun and heard my dog barking. It's so strange. I just got thoughts going and going through my mind, but when it's time to sleep, I just can't.